Love of my life…

well.. wat cn i said? had been thinkin lots bout luv recently.. negleted frenships n hmwk… n bzy helpin chers wif stuffz till no free time at all… nw its 5.30am n i still haf stuffs 2 be done b4 goin school later.. STOP! i gt sleep juz nw… frm 8.30pm to 4am.. coz didnt really get a gud sleep for years… so yesterday nite suddenly felt v tired n loose grips n felt exhausted… on9 since 4am juz nw… tryin 2 get a personalised gift but, either i cnt find any gud 1.. or they only ship 2 UK bla bla.. -.-"

well… i cnt really read blogs or testify any1 recently.. although i juz browse thru all those of u ppls juz nw… n cnt help any frenz of mine whose in troubles.. as usually i will… but then nw.. cnt even save myself.. hw 2 help ppl? s2pid..-.-"

somewat.. i m startin 2 worry bout my study…not a prob 2 me since the yr starts.. prolly had been losing my targets n motivation by dat tyme.. as i repick my targets n motivations nw.. it seems like i had alot 2 catch up.. hmm.. gona spend 2 months catchin up wat i didnt get 2 in 6 months.. -.-" crap… oh ya.. interested in computing science n all the other courses about computer after i went 2 the education fair.. nvr forget my greatest target on my career : take over brunei ISP… JK~ crap~ well.. i wanna understand more bout law, bussiness n accounting, engineering too… still considering… bt my 1st interest shud be in computer.. esp graphics designin n web programmin n web designin and e-commerce<—money generator -.-" bt it somehw seems so far for the current me.. T__T

well.. i had been black face around pretty much recently? prolly due 2 some probs which bugged me subconciously… dunwan 2 admit over da thing which bugged me thou.. coz i think its unnecessary n s2pid… duh.. so i say "nth.. i m ok" when ppl ask me wtf happened 2 me.. meh~ well.. guess i m nt ready 2 let it out here yet? actually planned 2 tell out everythin here bt then suddenly changed mind..prolly starts 2 felt s2pid bout it again? meh..

gues dats all for nw.. lefted 20 mins 2 complete my stuffs n hand 2 cher later at skol… dats all… tata~ cya…

PS: ppl.. thers no need 2 worry bout me… if i sounds like i m slippin away again o wat… i m juz.. confused atm.. will get thru it after i clean my mind n rest..

Ur smiles melted me… ur hugs warmth me… luv u owayz… jy…

IngSiang AKA cyberkidz

- mall -

Weeeeeeeeee~ i m here again! ahha. its 1.30am nw n i still dun feel like sleepin.. well.. maybe coz its 2 late liao so no one is chattin wif me.. =( cnt shw my arts 2 em T_T n when no 1 chats wif me.. i haf enuf time 2 post a post <- -  sounds weird -.-"

well… i actually felt kinda moody since afternoon till 11 juz nw… bt then somwat new hopes arise n make me gt abit mood again.. hope 2 meet you-know-who-she-is on9!~ ( bt she didnt.. LOL~ we didnt "jiang hao" thou.. ) ^^ n then i starts 2 make logos again.. LOL~ somwat when u get inspirations… ur mood will bcum gud! ^^ ahha.. n i did 1… for vrienden again.. juz 1st draft.. so commentz r welcome!! Rejected_logo well.. i named it ‘ rejected logo’ bcoz i think it sucks when i completed it.. so i showed tingz n she said its cool.. bt needa some improvement… so erm.. i guess u all could judge it~ LOL~ after doin this… while waitin for new inspiration.. some wild n carzy thoughts attacked me! n i come out wif a logo which makes me LMAO!! could i put it here? coz thers some "tut" thingy.. haha.. ROFL~ nw i cnt stop laughin.. i did 3 in total.. all nutty n s2pid logo/cartoon.. LOL.. eazy 2 do 1~ ^^ once agai, comm3nt plz! ^^

well… 2day i went 2 the mall.. actually i planned 2 went wif some1… bt somehw she cnt make it.. so i join wif ETeng they all.. thers ET, XT, lipiang, Engyun, jason, sam n may yan.. well… i guessed they enjoyed it.. bt i think i erm.. didnt.. haha.. bt i didnt regret goin thou.. dunno y.. =p i went at 10.. no 1 ther.. toink~ wait till 12.. accidentally met chiew yin n des n chen hoe.. so went havin lunch at "tien tien chicken rice"… then at 1.. i met up wif et they all… i went for an hour of pool… boring… no opponents.. duh… wasted 5 bucks… then went for shoppin awhile n went for movie.. then they asked me if i m goin inside wif em o go wait for "her".. so of course i will choose 2 wait.. LOL~ i had the mr. + mrs smith DVD at home for so long liao.. dun really need 2 watch in cinema again.. ^^ so i went down 2 wait.. wif hopes of course.. LOL~ although i noe the chances is v v small.. =S i wait for sometime.. n suddenly saw some1 wavin.. n its my bro - foo.. LOL~ its great 2 meet him.. we chat alot.. great chances thou.. we tok alot.. well.. bros who didnt chat for months.. of course got lotta n lotta stuffz 2 tok..!! he’s waitin for some1 2 thou.. ^^ n he’s ‘target’ came at 4.. accompany em till 4.15.. n left em.. i aint goin 2 be bulb!-.-" coz i hate bulb.. LOL.. so i m on my mission again.. wait wait… till 4.30.. suddenly i thought of something… if suddenly she came.. shud i be happy o wat? lefted 2o mins.. shud i felt happy kah? or sad? haha.. well.. i dun blaim any1 thou.. juz felt v.. ke xi.. n kinda dissapointed.. no1s fault thou.. ^^ u all out ther.. dun think 2 much o wat.. -.-" its no1s fault! ( 2 make it clear.. ^^).. i didnt regret waitin o goin!! ^^ well.. i wont giv up thou.. haah ^^

after they all fnish watchin the mov at 4.45.. we meet up again n shop around till 6.. n i go home.. LOL.. guess dats all for dat.. ahha.. lotta details 2 be added.. bt suddenly i felt sleepy eh.. ahah.. so gtg soon lo.. so u cn c.. i m startin 2 wrote v erm.. ’surface’.. ahha.. well.. i m goin miri 2molo afternoon.. n came bck in da same day.. coz went ther juz 2 pick sis who juz finish her test.. ^^ n friday gt singin competition.. sien!! practice nia.. =D ahha… walau.. lotta works 2 be finish.. sien ar!! actually planned 2 dun sleep 2nite.. n works on graphix.. bt my eyes cnt tahan.. LOL~ well.. guess dats all~ tata~

J’aime jyz,

ingsiang~

- i luv u ^^ no worries ^^ muahz! Hugz! ^^ -

- Blur -

aight.. when u r happy.. it seems like.. erm.. thers nt much stuffz 2 blog about huh? ( sounds similar? i somehw ever heard this frm someone’s post laz tyme ^^ )… well.. my life had changed dramatically.. since erm.. a month ago? dunno.. since dat tyme.. reunite n bcum frenz again wif my ol’ enemies.. meanin jeff, tkc bla bla.. n even aaron!? cnt believe? LOL.. believe it.. ^^ then erm.. you-know-wat oso bcum better lo.. a lot better! ^^ so nw frenship + u-noe-wat ok liao.. = total happiness n carefree ( nt kotex brand k? -__-" )..

well.. i m nt dat carefree actually… singin competition is buggin me.. i aint participate in it.. bt in fact.. i m 1 of the committee.. sigh.. lotta jobs.. dunwna 2 dissapoint cher.. =( it is so unprepared.. n nw pressured by skolz again.. sigh.. its comin.. less than 2 weeks.. n syet o many stuffs 2 be done.. sigh.. leave it…

another prob.. its only 3 days left 2 skol reopen.. i havent touch any of my hmwk.. bullshyt…. ply 2 much.. n 2molo goin the mall again.. then thursday goin miri.. omg… i would nvr finish em.. mom say she’ll kill me if cher tell her i didnt do my assessments again.. shyt.. -___-" i hate hmwks.. i hate copyin em even more.. felt like it is so useless 4 copyin hmwk.. so rather dun do them…  oh ya… maths cher n prolly eng cher 2 wanted the file when skol reopen? oh well.. die… -___________-"

bout my website? oh man.. every1 is askin bout it.. n i m so paiseh.. didnt do anythin.. duh… sigh.. tok tok tok n nvr works.. sigh… i promise i will start workin frm nw onwards.. need few ppl 2 start pushin n pressurin me.. 1st person : XT ! my advisor.. ^^ well.. juz nw afternoon surf surt surf n wat i did is juz an ugly logo.. anyway.. juz post it here 2 share wif ya all.. comm3ntz plz..Vrienden_logo_3_mascots well.. the 3 mascots( the 3 human-like thingy).. represents me , foo n mary.. the 3 partners in formin vrien-den.. n they r holdin hands.. mean unity.. n frenship.. which also represents vrien-den’s meanin n target or keepin all frenz in touch n together.. ^^ hope u ppl like it.. once again… comm3ntz plz.. it looks kinda.. childish thou.. =S  wanna try 2 get some more ‘hi-tech’ feel thingy.. bt i aint gud in drawin.. =S PS: i did this logo in 10 mins.. using a software called ‘ the logo creator v 3.5 ‘.. its a v simple yet powerful prgrams.. which allow u 2 create v cool n nice logos.. all the previous vrien-den logos were created using it… ^^ i cn borrow ya the prog if u wan.. ( dedicated 2 lipiang.. ^^ ) well… if u think thers a better tri-colour combination for the 3 mascots.. bez if completed wif meanins… feel free 2 let me noe.. coz i dun think those colours i used suite.. i simply choose 1.. ahha.. try 2 be nt so choosy~ ^^

well.. gtg soon… its 1am nw.. n mom juz scold me for havent sleep.. duh.. well.. 2molo goin the mall.. hopes 2 meet her.. ^^ n other frenz.. n watch a gud movie.. n everythin goes on smooth as i think.. eyayea.. as if it will … -.-" buh bye! 1 more thingz… my frenz… i m sry if i let ya all down or ignore or left out u ppl recently.. gonna concentrate in something atm.. for those blogs  i didnt comm3nt.. i m owayz readin.. i will comm3ntz soon.. my daily visit goes 2 : XT, ET, lipiang, roxine , patronus, sheeling , weihon, jason, CT, wasien blogs… well.. sry if i left out any.. bt i think dats all.. n prolly few i lefted.. i visit ya all’s blog regularly.. bt didnt comm3nts.. juz 2 let ya ppl noe i m owayz ther for u all.. bt prolly i m 2 bzy,… cnt show off.. sry for dat… gtg.. tata~

- I m BACK! -

Weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~ I AM BACK!!!! LOL~ finallY!!! after 2month of rest~ n hibernation on9~ the on9-ingsiang is bck~ ahha… 2 month sicne i laz blogging!!! weee~ many ppl complain ar~ ahha…. i will go bck hibernation if u ppl didnt comm3nt many many ooooh!! haha… LOL~

well… wat 2 tok bout ler? long time didnt bloggin.. dunno hw 2 begin eh~ ahha.. well.. mom n sis went 2 dinner lo~ so me myself at home.. bloggin n chattin wif 2 nuts = shir + jason~ LOL~ nah.. i m the 1 whose being insane n crazy~ wakakaka~ hmm.. juz nw mornin go skol lo~ for wat? u noe~ ahha… although i had nth else 2 do~ LOL~ then after u-noe-who-she-is go home.. simply go cooperative store n siao around wif jason~ weee~ its kinda cool thou~ bt i still think dat i aint suitable 2 do this type of boring jobs~ ^^

after dat may yan called me 2 go her hse 2 c her pc~ meh.. weird pc~ LOL~ ahha.. then haf some chat n jk around wif eng yun n chia yee n her.. then felt hungry.. =S didnt bring money 2 skol.. so cnt eat.. so decided 2 cook instant noodle~ LOL~ bt who noes may YAM hse same like chung sun hse! only gt mee goreng! no maggi bla bla.. then ask her if gt those raw material required 2 cook a dish.. n she had all of em! so asked her mom n we decide 2 go insane n cook! haha… very fun! LOL~ i be the cook~ * imagine me in apron!! * LOL~ cooked a ugly dark dish.. which turns 2 be.. erm.. nt bad.. LOL~ eng yun is funy… when she is freak out like hell when she saw me addin oil!! LOL~ at 1st.. when i add in the oil wher thers still soem water.. the oil is hot n its boiling n popping!! scary man! LOL~ n after dat we fried soem mee goreng~ hehe.. nt bad for the 1st time i cook~ eng yun dun believe its my precious "1st time"!! T__T so mean~ LOL~ lame~ ahah… after we finish eatin… n clean… jason came~ 2bad~ cnt get 2 taste my masterpiece~ LOL~ nvmind! i m goin 2 practice in this holiday n then will let u ppl be my tester again when skol reopen! ahah… LOL~ sis juz came bck frm miri juz nw.. tough luck she haf!! she’s gonna be my testers.. of my masterpieces!! wakakkaka~ my puppies oso ~ wahhahahaha~ * feeding my puppies wif my masterpeice~ *

hmm.. wat am i up 2 recently? oh well.. relationship stuffz nvr leave me~ LOL~ n bball~ meh~ gonna do homewk soon~ or else mom’s gonna ground me~ LOL~ 2day’z laz day i cn go out for this week.. grounded till nex monday.. =S wth am i stayin home 4? oh well.. atleast it cn earn me some time 2 do website? still tryin =p hope i cn get something soon! haha… well.. i juz got an mtv card yesterday! n its a mastercard.. =p cn be use for on9 purchases eh? nvr noe dat.. bt havent tried b4.. coz i lefted my pin no. ( an envelope wif pin. no. inside) at the baiduri branch at the mall.. ar sien.. gonna go get some other day.. prolly next week when we go watch movie gua.. still havent decide.. LOL~ lotta nice movies comin out recently thou… madagascar, batman begins, mr + mrs smith n initial D~ initial D.. hmm.. gonna watch the driving skills n effects only.. rather than jay chou~ LOL~ ouch! * beat by gangs of jay’s fans.. -.-""  *

well.. guess dats all for 2day? well.. let see.. nw still dun haf the serious mood for feelings stuffz..hehe… so juz post up this crap 2 satisfy u all~ LOL~ feling stuffz comin up soon~ ^^ gud luck every1~

J’aime jing yi,

- T . I n G . S -