Love of my life…

well.. wat cn i said? had been thinkin lots bout luv recently.. negleted frenships n hmwk… n bzy helpin chers wif stuffz till no free time at all… nw its 5.30am n i still haf stuffs 2 be done b4 goin school later.. STOP! i gt sleep juz nw… frm 8.30pm to 4am.. coz didnt really get a gud sleep for years… so yesterday nite suddenly felt v tired n loose grips n felt exhausted… on9 since 4am juz nw… tryin 2 get a personalised gift but, either i cnt find any gud 1.. or they only ship 2 UK bla bla.. -.-"

well… i cnt really read blogs or testify any1 recently.. although i juz browse thru all those of u ppls juz nw… n cnt help any frenz of mine whose in troubles.. as usually i will… but then nw.. cnt even save myself.. hw 2 help ppl? s2pid..-.-"

somewat.. i m startin 2 worry bout my study…not a prob 2 me since the yr starts.. prolly had been losing my targets n motivation by dat tyme.. as i repick my targets n motivations nw.. it seems like i had alot 2 catch up.. hmm.. gona spend 2 months catchin up wat i didnt get 2 in 6 months.. -.-" crap… oh ya.. interested in computing science n all the other courses about computer after i went 2 the education fair.. nvr forget my greatest target on my career : take over brunei ISP… JK~ crap~ well.. i wanna understand more bout law, bussiness n accounting, engineering too… still considering… bt my 1st interest shud be in computer.. esp graphics designin n web programmin n web designin and e-commerce<—money generator -.-" bt it somehw seems so far for the current me.. T__T

well.. i had been black face around pretty much recently? prolly due 2 some probs which bugged me subconciously… dunwan 2 admit over da thing which bugged me thou.. coz i think its unnecessary n s2pid… duh.. so i say "nth.. i m ok" when ppl ask me wtf happened 2 me.. meh~ well.. guess i m nt ready 2 let it out here yet? actually planned 2 tell out everythin here bt then suddenly changed mind..prolly starts 2 felt s2pid bout it again? meh..

gues dats all for nw.. lefted 20 mins 2 complete my stuffs n hand 2 cher later at skol… dats all… tata~ cya…

PS: ppl.. thers no need 2 worry bout me… if i sounds like i m slippin away again o wat… i m juz.. confused atm.. will get thru it after i clean my mind n rest..

Ur smiles melted me… ur hugs warmth me… luv u owayz… jy…

IngSiang AKA cyberkidz

4 Responses to “Love of my life…”
LiPinG Posted on 29 June, 2005 at 11:00 pm

Aahh…problems again…well, I’m not going to interfere or anything…good luck in everything and pls dun ‘zi lian’ anymore…

From me…

To ‘zi lian kuang’…

-RoXiNe- Posted on 30 June, 2005 at 1:01 am

heyz…i noe u said not to ask but, are u ok?? Hehe…hey…u are not living up to ur blog title eh..:”Let It Out”…oh well…maybe when u r ready..or maybe not…i’m rooting for u..for..whatever lo…bye..comp sci is good…

ETeng Posted on 1 July, 2005 at 12:06 am

U are busy and still browse blogz!!

so gan dong…u didnt neglected frenship man cos i know that u r busy..so nvm one..

and are u really zi lian??wakakakaka

ARE YOU?? j/k la..

Patronus Posted on 21 July, 2005 at 5:06 am

well… tough on u…. bt recently i cant help u lol…. MC is quite erm..say… erm… stressed out liao… not at u la… juz everything now… bah no time to tok… gtg do my research….. nxt time..

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