Under Maintenance, Again
Posted in: UncategorizedI really don’t feel well these days. Both physically and mentally.
I used to be a strong guy, in and out, but well, I do have my ‘down’ times. When these happen, I undergo some sort of ‘maintenance mode’. =)
I felt tired when I am working. I used to be passionate and eager to learn when the mechanics had their training beside me, but now I am so tired that I don’t even bother to listen, I just repeat the same (scanning) movement.
I felt tired when I came online, which is VERY unusual. I used to be very passionate when I am online, and I am not the kind of person who have nothing to do online and tell all his/her contacts in MSN that he/she is boring. I used to be the person who have endless stuffs to do online, but now I had a sudden leakage of my passion toward the web. I am even lazy to update this blog.
I am having a weird feeling towards the result. I know I wouldn’t score well in it, but still, I hope the result come out faster, as I hate to wait. It’s a fate, the result wouldn’t change, so, why not? I really don’t like to wait, I want to get my result faster, so I can adjust my mood/feelings and arrange stuffs.
I felt very unproductive these days, which somehow leads to my depression in some time of my days. I don’t like to be useless.
Probably it’s time for me to meet a few friends and have some talks. =)
Currently, my only ‘cure’ is my novel (Shen Diao Xia Lu), and YiFei. =) I feel happy/excited/energetic only when I am reading the book, or listening to YiFei’s songs, or looking at YiFei’s photos. I am not kidding, it somehow works that way. I think I somehow created a ‘virtual lover’ in myself, the YiFei in the drama (Shen Diao Xia Lu), and ’she’ somehow ‘cures’ me in some ways.
Am I crazy? Maybe. At least I am not hurting anyone.
Hope you’ll get well as soon as possible. =D
I am under the same condition too… coz I experienced lot of excitements and suddenly very bad things come near me… I really having my “down” time now too.. But I try to cheer myself up… Currently, I broke my 眼白内膜 and the blood keep on spreading over a region but luckily, this isn’t a big deal as it won’t affect my eye-sight… and I hurt my muscle and having great headache lately… Everything not nice happened on me… Sigh…
Anyway, Cheers =D
i hope you feel better soon. don’t know what else to say since i’m feeling the same way - unproductive as hell… hahhahaha… i’m not helping, am i?
wat i do is i try to perk myself up with my fav songs. doesn’t really work though, it’s still an attempt.
try doing something. reading. watching cartoon. play games. when your distracted, the mood will slowly go away.
but on the next day, hey, it’s a brand new day.
hmm…i usually cartoon it off with crazy, stupid cartoons..hehe
bounce back soon, my friend! this is so not u!
seeya!
get well soon man..
wow…so many people care bout you, so you’d better get well soon ;)
yes i am feeling the same, unproductive. and i dont like to wait for result too. it’s so annoying. but most likely, it will out on monday (teacher told). so good luck. :)
u just need more exercise and spemnd less time blogging, thats all :P
i hope vrien-den forum will up soon.
Thanks everyone for you concern and encouragement, I am back, hehe. =)
Actually my ‘maintenance’ didn’t turn of to be what I expect it to be. @_@
I was actually hoping to place myself into a much productive position (like give my room a total redo, or come out with a better time management schedule or what).
And I turn out to read my novel non-stop, for almost the whole week. I read it when I work, when I eat, when I watch TV, before I go to sleep and etc. Everyone in my office are shocked the craziness of me, lol. When I met kuichuan in a restaurant, I was holding the book. It’s a 4 episodes novel, 10k words(chinese) each, so yea, it’s going to take me weeks to finish it, I am on book 2, soon to be book 3. =)
Oh yea, yifei’s songs do help a lot too, haha, and for TV, I love Wa!TV, CCTV4, NatGeo, Discovery and AniPlanet!!! =D
@ Derick: Aww, so, your eyes still ok huh? Man, I really need to start taking care of my eyes. @_@ Erm, I think many people are having their down times, probably due to the long wait of the results. It’s going to come out soon, probably by tomorrow. So yea, expecting a shift in mood, either worse or better, depending on your result and how you take it. =)
@ Lizzie: you’re helping, at least you care. =)
@ Jason & Roxine: I guess we all have the same ways, huh? =) I don’t plan to do that (reading novels, listening to yifei’s songs day and night), but yea, I still did them, because they really do help. =)
@ R&Al & Leeshi: Thanks people. =D Really appreciate ‘em. =D
@ Mable: *heart beating faster & faster* Let’s pray~ @_@ Hope when the result is out, we can start arranging our procedures to enter schools and stuffs, so yea, not unproductive anymore! =D
@ baz: lazy to exercise after working, haha, now I know why all the adults don’t exercise. @_@
@ Poli: sorry poli, I’ll try to pull it up within this coming week. =(
very sasak ah….
someone told me the MOE had a meeting on Wed afternoon, so the results might be posted the nest morning.
then on Thursday morning, nth happened.
some ppl stayed back to see whether it’ll be there in the afternoon.
then, nth happened on saturday morning or afternoon either.
then today is Monday already…
still nth happened.
then a fren told me just now, it’ll be out NEXT WEEK!
wtf…
sorry la..complain a bit…tired of waiting
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